Some thoughts

I can't believe, that it's been almost a year. 

I started this blog a year ago and since then posted only ONE note. What a shame..

I was sitting in my room recently thinking about future. 

Future... it terrifies me. I am only 16 years old and I have to be the one who decides how the things are gonna be in my life.

In one year I will finish my school course and I just can't believe it.

How can a 17 years old choose who he would like to be for the majority of his life? 

One month before exams this 17 years old was asking a permission to go to the toilet and now he is the one who is responsible for his own fate..

Choosing a career is so hard. 

I sincerely believe that you better choose a job you will enjoy doing, rather than a well-paid job you will hate.

But what to do, if you just don't know what you like doing?

As for me, I am dumb in chemistry, biology, physics, so I just can't be a technician or scientist, or even psychologist.

I can't act, draw, plan any musical instruments so I can't be the artist.

And  a lot of other reasons why I can't be a normal human being with a normal job.

Who I am gonna be? No idea.

I also have thought about hobbies. I do not have a hobby. 

It seems like a diagnosis to me.
I’ve tried blogging, but it didn’t work out.
I was thinking about starting my Youtube channel but quickly understood that it will not work out anyway and it is not even worth trying…

Have you ever felt like me before?
How did you copy with all those feels inside?

I am curious to know about it…

But thats it for today, enough depressing staff here.

Be happy, lovely reader.
With love,

Po xxx

My first post ever. "Small Haul"

Sooo...hello! I am definitely new to this "beauty-fashion-bloggers" world. But I liked the idea of making a small blog about beauty products I like to use, some fashion tips,receipts, fitness tips, TV-shows I like watching soo much! and I decided to make a blog. So..lets start.

Yesterday me and my bb Yana went to the "Atrium" mall. We watched the Iron Man 3 (I extremely liked it), and then we went to "Bath & Body Works" shop. And to the "Il de Beaute" shop. Thats how it all ended :  

So now I am gonna tell you what I bought yesterday. We will call It "Small Haul" (Is it a right name?) 

Yes. I know I am a bit late, but.. I am so happy I bought it. ( It's "Avengers", but I think you understood it ). The best kick-ass movie of  2012

Well. I didn't watched it in cinema, and because of it, I thought "I need to buy it and watch it with my dad". And so..here is the result. 

I can't imagine my life without those little helpers. I am an irrational person, and small notebooks help me to organise my day. 

Next thing is a hand gel from "B&B Works". It is called "Sweet Pea" and it smells very delicate. 

And.. I think these things don't need presentation. First candle is called "Passion Flower" and it reminds me of summer, beach and holidays. 

And this is my favourite purchase. It is also a candle, from "signature collection" and it is called "Dark Kiss". It smells like HEAVEN. 

"Essie" is my favourite nail polish brand. This one is called "Mint Candy Apple (99)". I saw the alike in StilaBabe09 video, and I felt in love with it. It is not the same, but similar. 

And next one is Dolce & Gabbana lipstic from "Monica" collection. This one is called "Attractive Monica (140)". And it is BEST red lipstic I have ever tried. It looks so beautiful on my lips, it is also moisturising. I want to smile as much as I can when I am wearing it.  

And this is me. With "Monica" lipstic on. 

I hope you enjoyed reading this post. And I will try to make somethieng itneresting soon. Keep "running" my babies. I love you guyzz.

With love,

Pauline xoxo